There is a good reason why his number is stored under "Fucker." on my handphone. There is a good reason why Alfiean stiffens visibly everytime he calls.

I've said many things about the ex before. I once thought he was wonderful and that we would end up married and having curly haired and brown-eyed kids together. I once thought he was the vilest man on earth who deserved nothing short of a castration.

But one thing that has remained constant through all these years is that I've always wanted what's best for him. And that's where you, S, come in. As difficult as it is for me to admit something like this to someone whom I once saw as a rival, you ARE what's good for him. I've never seen him this besotted with anyone for such a long period of time and I'VE known him for what, five years now?

Don't let petty things ruin the course of your happiness. He could change for you if you give him another chance.